21 before 22

Tomorrow I'll be 21.
This last year has been the worse year of my life, I don't want to talk much about it, I just want to use this fact to start this new year as positively as possible.
Next year will be a year of big changes. I'll probably graduate, I'll have to decide whether to continue my studies or not, what I want in my life (at least partially), where I want to live, and so many other things.
I don't want to bother you, but I just want to make the best of this year. That's all.
Here a list of 21 things I want to achieve (some partially too) in this year, some are superficial and other are very important to me. I'll keep you updated!

22. Learn to write correctly in English. -> Break not "Brake"

Juliette

=) Smile

Today was pretty much a positive day.
I am trying to see nice things in everything, it's being hard, but if I walk on the road and don't stay permanently with my face down, I have to possibility of catching the smallest wonderful things.
For example I love the woman who works at the "Pasticceria del Borgo" here in the street. She is a nice elderly woman who always wears a big smile. Today I caught her through the shop window picking a chocolate candy with the expression of a little rascal.
Her little shop is magical, the interiors are made of wood and she bakes everything with her husband.



Yesterday evening I was looking outside the window, it was raining and there were small drops on the window. You know when it's dark outside, and there's only one streetlamp shining, and the drops are illuminated by it. I love it. And I though why on earth I am worrying so much about everything. I must calm down, breathe and enjoy life. Period.

Hope you have a nice evening, I have to finish "The Power and the Glory" by G. Greene. And then I have another 8 books to read.

Juliette

Seeking to breathe

I have my busy life back now. I am happy with that, but I am trying to choose what I want in my future. I have always been so sure, until 2010.

Now everything is different, I don't know what I want exactly, I have so many passions and I just don't want to abandon them, no way. I already abandoned sport (judo) for my studies, I didn't see my friends because of my studies (I lived too far away) and now I am just fed up with these renounces. I want to live my life.

My life has to smell like freshly baked bread..

Tartine Bread from 4SP Films on Vimeo.

This video is really beautiful, and making bread is an art. I love it.

I am just trying to figure everuthing out..

Juliette